I heard this voice chanting through my head as I listened to the sound track of Chocolat while taking a warm bath to relax my muscles. In my bright yellow bathtub.
I first watched Chocolat on a transAtlantic flight during my big travel years. Soon, I'll be back at that travel again. Sometimes anyway. It was, in fact, my best way to watch movies.
"Why do you always have to wear red shoes?," Vianne's daughter cried as she scurried in from being picked-on at school. "Why can't you be like all the other mothers?"
"Well, it's not always easy being different," Vianne replied.
I've always remembered that line. I began wearing red shoes when my triplet brothers were born. I had no more choice in being different then than they had in being the same.
Then I moved away. Finally overseas. Thought I might try a new lifestyle. A new profession. A new life. A new business.
Why can't you be like...? I even ask myself sometimes. Life would more simple if I had just stayed in my hometown, or in the States, or in my marriage, or in a big company with perks...
But I realized between client meetings, working with our team, chatting with friends and generally getting through the week - and especially cleaning closets this weekend - that then I wouldn't be in Zurich, growing my little idea of a business that has my heart and intellect in it. Living among my friends here who help keep me alive and active and always learning.
Today I watch Roger Federer win the French Open, worked on my accounting, answered PWG emails, made a short jog and finally took that bath in my bright yellow bathtub. BUT my first accomplishment this cool Sunday morning (after a cup of coffee of course), was miraculously finding a good way to keep so many of my shoes found in my closets and cellar organized and easy to find.
So I guess I'll have to just keep walking in them.